fantasizing about a mythical perfect girl and how she'd treat me and realizing it's literally just this

Me when I drink and look at those I love 💕 Even tho I’m not supposed to!

If anyone can help me with anything right now…. It would be appreciated. EVEN FRIENDSHIP! I’m not doing so hot. I caught a bad UTI yesterday and was pissing blood for a few hours. I got dumped this month I still haven’t found a job since I got kicked out. Will life look up pls?

So I have until June to find a place in Chicago or it’s probs back to relapsing and using drugs. I’m done. I can’t breathe. Fuck

Go watch real Ghibli

Front row seat

I miss feeling good I want those feelings back…. They won’t tho 🤷🏼‍♀️ Shits wack

Lobotomy. NOW.

My life is shit and nobody gives a shit anymore. I’m always alone. Nothing matters. I’m depressed as fuck

So now I have an extreme fever ontop of being dumped yesterday. I’m done being a good girl. It’s time I was a fucking naughty girl and as mean as these meanies. Only ONE GROUP deserves my good behavior at this point

May wanna die but at least I’m still fucking cute 🥰

Cute stuff like what’s UP :3

Getting called pretty by pretty girls ❤️