going back on antidepressants tomorrow everypony who cheered

just saw my mom making a 900cal breakfast. and she wonders why she can’t lose weight

lowkey wanna give her an eating disorder back fuck that hoe. gonna start calling her chunky and saying ‘omg that’s so many calories’ the way she did when i was 11

started effexor and now i’m too nauseous and sleepy to be sad…. so i guess that’s a win

sometimes i realize im not a teenage girl with an ed but a grown woman with one and it makes me embarrassed

losing weight measurements wise but not scale wise. hello???? am i just super backed up????? gonna stop weighing myself for a bit

was sitting with my dad in the living room and he asked me if i was hungry i said no and then literally shit you not next second my stomach let out the foulest growl

i’m actually going to tear out my hair if i keep maintaining i’ve literally been in at LEAST a 900cal deficit since jul 16 why god why

god is punishing me for my fucking hubris i took lax and i am getting the stomach cramps from hell rn

nikocado losing weight triggered me back into restriction hey guys

god save our women

haven’t eaten since tuesday morning… are we so back gang?

i have been drinking like two monsters a day and i had a twisted tea so not a clean fast but no food in me… wondering how long i can go for

day 3 everyone give it up for day 3

feeling very cassie i didn’t eat for three days so i could be lovely bc my low waisted jeans look soooo much better on me now

but the keto breath is fucking horrific 😭😭😭😭

been so depressed lately i asked my cat why she loves me last night when she was being super sweet and cuddly and started hysterically crying 😭

broke da unintentional fast w a small bowl of greek yog bc i actually felt like i was going to die in class today i could not tell u wtf happened in that class

but i hit a cool 76 hours unintentionally i think we’re so back…

A DIFFERENT VICE IM CRYINGGGGGGG she’s so real