I love people who say shit like, "choose happiness!" as if I saw happiness on the menu and said, "none for me thanks. I will have the anorexia with a side of bpd please.”

I feel like I’ll never be good enough ever.

I’m wasting away alone, watching others live a life I want. I can’t remember a time when I felt I belonged. Everything is so distant. I can’t connect with people because I’m a husk of a human.

That sudden wave of overwhelming pressure dragging down inside where I want to curl myself up in a ball and cant help but wonder why I’m still alive.

i hate dissociation because nothing helps it. being around people emphasises how far away the world feels and being alone keeps your brain alienated and locks you in the cycles

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

It’s hard to cope right now.

I think that the hardest thing that I have had to learn over the years is that people lie, and people don’t mean what they say, and just because they say they love you and care about you doesn’t mean that they are going to stay

Don't get your hopes high. These days it's better to not expect anything from anyone. To avoid getting a heartbreak, that's the best way.

1st January first day of the year and I’m so suicidal I didn’t feel to bad at the start of the day but now I just wish I wasn’t alive

Comforting yourself when you're sad cause you don't wanna bother anyone hits different.

I literally can’t do nothing right. I’m so fucking dumb and unreliable

Tbh I don’t even care anymore what I weigh. I just don’t want to be alive anymore

I honestly think everyone would be a lot happier if I didn’t exist. What good am I to anyone.

I have no one to talk to and I’m drowning.

I'm not expecting to be made priority. I was just hoping you’d be there when I needed you

I feel like 2025 will be the end for me.

It’s hard to explain the kind of sadness that doesn’t come from anything, but just lives in you