i don’t like that nonchalant shit, i need u to be insane about me

i CANNOT fuck with people who do NOT understand it’s the PRINCIPLE of things. it’s not what you did. it’s how you did it. and what makes it worse is knowing if roles were reversed, you’d lose your mind

i’m so indecisive i’ll ask everybody what they think and still do wtf i want😂

dear diary, today i was angry because i woke up early and i was still sleepy

i like roses, i like dates, i love quality time, i love affection and romantic shit.. i’m literally a lover girl 😩

I’m so in love with the fact that I get up everyday and I keep going…tired and all

my therapist said “people who struggle with anxiety & depression can't remember a lot, bc they're too busy focusing on how to get through each moment so they don t actually experience what is happening to them, causing them to not form the memory they were supposed to” felt that.

someone said, “the reason you isolate when you’re struggling is because you were left alone as a child to deal with your emotions” and i felt that

God is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good.

Real

first Sunday of may. Tgfad keep all us protected and safe. Psalm 46:5💖🙏🏽

naps hit different when you are using them to avoid being alive

& the Pool ??? BET

I crashed out bad chat 🥲 never thought I’d see this side of myself again but oh well lol

Ts hurt the soul but I can’t wait to find myself again 🫂 me vs me now

my problem is i always want to know why

Losing my spark was really the worst thing that could have happened to me but im definitely committed to finding me again

asdffff

God, thank you for my mom.