i want someone to love me so bad and when someone even hints at loving me non romantically i think of them romantically at least five percent and it makes all my friendships so strange i’m just so lonely
the first and last time i let someone into my mind he up and left without saying a word to me i tried so hard and i know i was attached to an unhealthy degree but i needed someone to support me the way he did and he said he would always love me and then he DIPPED dude