seeing a tiktok you know your ex friend would’ve found hilarious but they aren’t in your life anymore

“Do something with your hair or I will” (as in getting rid of the bleached part) “No” “Doesn’t matter. The way it’s damaged it will fall off either way” ???? I didn’t notice my hair being more damaged than usual ????

Right now I don’t like how me and this friend are calling up to 4-5 hours day on average but I know I will be so sad how this is the last time we will be able to do this

The academy forbids you to have nicotine with you? Like not just no smoking, actually having cigarettes is forbidden ??????

Food is on my mind so much today I’m not even hungry my breakfast was a lot and filled with protein it’s just mental hunger :/ need to get working on either the gift or walking around my room

Tried monster reverse white pineapple, 130 cals but 30g of sugar… I miss the ultra white pineapple

Such a wasted day, I ate normally, didn’t workout and also didn’t get my steps in. Not even 2k today. I did not binge which was and I had fun with my friends but it doesn’t excuse the mess I put myself in

Tomorrow I have to leave early meaning I get steps in and less time with mum

Maybe I just need to write in my diary after all and reflect

Hopefully I get my pocket money next Monday or Tuesday the latest I need to get my back to school shopping done

Can’t tell if I’m excited or not because of work/uni starting next week. On one hand there’s many positives especially the fact that I’m forced to have a routine again but there’s also so many negatives :/

Love how good protein bars are to munch on hate how expensive they are

Can’t believe that I genuinely dislike many foods but I keep getting them because the action of eating something is satisfying and/or I do it because I used to like it a lot years ago and I’m hoping to get that comfort I used to have # emotional eater

Praying that I actually wake up on time tomororw I want to be calm I want to do my bed and shower before I leave

Yet another day of trying not to binge. It’s 9am and I’m not hungry but I fear that if I eat something today I’ll go crazy. It’s been over 60 days by now, why am I still struggling like this

There was no church mass which was weird but me and friend went to three churches in total and then I went to three stores, at 12k steps now

Drank a monster ultra too fast bc I wanted to go to this store and didn’t have a receipt for the monster which was a bad idea but atleast I’m not craving anything anymore

My feet hurt and I feel like I have no physical power today but I will try to do a workout from youtube