Everyday relapsing just seems like the better option

I should just give up

If I get one more shitty TikTok about sh/relapsing I might lose it

#shedtwt intro MOOT HUNTING west(on) || not new, making new acc 18 yrs old || bed + restriction cycle fav bands: Chemlab, NIN, Type o Negative, Metallica, Megadeth, KMFDM, Primer 55 fav media: Ft13th, Postal, Silent hill, DMC, Saw like + repost 4 moots <3 🧟‍♂️🪓🖤

losing followers probably because I’m fat

all the changes will be noticeable. everyone will see how thin you are and compliment you for looking better. don't give up

sorry I’ve been so inactive all I’ve been doing is binging I’m such a failure

|| bc || Someone broke into my house only for the tale, literally. He stole nothing💀

people probably think since I haven’t been posting much I’m getting better but I’m really not I’m genuinely miserable I hate my body all I still think about is food and cutting

tired of meanspo? well, this may be “meanspo” in a different way, it’ll be more helpful than calling you a “hungry pig” — a thread 🧵

I wish I wasn’t so scared to just get it over with

like nothing is going to get better for me so why not just fucking end it now

haven’t done this in like forever bc I’ve literally binged basically EVERY SINGLE DAY this month

whatever

nobody cares about me anymore

genuinely why am I even alive atp

If I see one more video about self harm or with LITERAL CUTS (NOT SCARS) IN IT on TikTok I’m going to lose my shit