-- her. Had she known how things were going to end up she probably wouldn’t have made that choice, but at the time it was the best choice --

-- available for Carlos M. Rodriquez. It wouldn’t be long before we arrived at the house and I was getting nervous because I had no idea what I --

-- was about to walk into and Dante Gutierrez was new to the scene. Alexis Walker just met him and I wasn’t sure how emotionally strong --

-- this guy was going to be if one of us had to take Alexis Walker to the hospital.]

Can’t Get There Fast Enough - [Once Dante Gutierrez was in my car I felt like I was going to get a... tmblr.co/ZzzBYf2GbZ9mt

[I didn’t even really have a chance to fully assess the situation in the house before Happy Lowman died. All I knew for certain now --

-- was that we all needed to leave and head over to Lodi. I knew that Alexis Walker would eventually want her entire club surrounding her --

-- so because my little sister Nayeli Davis was an avid member of the Roses I did my part by calling her. Of course I got her --

-- voicemail, but considering there was a crisis going on I wasn’t all that surprised. She probably had music blasting in her ears and --

-- couldn’t hear the phone. When I got her voicemail I chuckled to myself as I listened to the message that always played before the --

-- beep. I had to prepare myself on how to explain everything to Nayeli Davis. Before I really had a chance to think about it, the --

-- beep was in my ear and I had to start leaving a message.] Hey El, it’s me listen I don’t know how much you were informed, but Happy --

-- died a few minutes ago. It’s a long story, but Lexi is heading to Lodi. I’m sure she’s going to want you and the rest of the girls by --

-- her side so whoever isn’t with her right now could you please do me a favor and call them? It would really help because Lexi can’t --

-- seem to think straight right now. It’s understandable given the circumstances, but still she’s gonna need help with everything. I’m --

-- okay and I'll see you in Lodi. I love you little sister. [It wasn’t very often that my sister and I got to spend time with each other --

-- so despite the circumstances I was glad that I was going to have a chance to see her. My sister was my world even if there were days --

-- she couldn’t ask for a worse brother. Sometimes I get so wrapped up in my own stuff that all openly admit I forgot about her. I’m --

-- hoping to change that, but I just don’t know how willing Nayeli Davis would be to let me work on our issues.]

Brotherly Concern - [I didn’t even really have a chance to fully assess the situation in the house before... tmblr.co/ZzzBYf2KWMtp8