No offense but no one is forced to sit around and wait for you to decide whether or not you want to build with them. if someone else shows up with their tool belt while you're contemplating even coming to work, don't be upset if the position isn't open for you anymore.
it kinda disgusts me how everybody just kinda settled for having to share somebody lol i will never be okay with no sht like that. ima leave you alone each & every time babe π