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Something boring, but so appealing.

Something a little different... but not drastic

Might be having second thoughts about this toy.

Some teasing.

Last couple days have been pretty mentally draining. Have had a few times that I am hardly looked at as human. More like an expendable resource.

Got reminded that it has been an anniversary of getting stood up at the altar for Eternal Bonding earlier. Had to do this to refocus myself. Maybe get some venting out.

I was advised do something creative and positive today, since I have felt more like a hammer than a human. Not to look at negative aspects, people who inspire, who I look up to. I may post some doodles later when I get home, and have a few minutes of clarity.

Two lovely Lalas that inspired me so much, but also got dealt a lot bad shit. I doubt either will see this, but both beautiful lights.

I was told once I gave off Nico Robin vibes... being compared to one of my favorite characters is def not a bad thing.

Some more doodles of some of the people here that inspire me.

Some Bun doodles

Considering how little the doodles seemed to help, I think the advice was kind of flawed. It took me nearly 3 days to do a handful of caricatures that I used to be able to do in minutes.

I have been unable to take some pictures lately. Between work and my mental state I haven't even wanted to boot up XIV. I would like to be able to log in and hang out with people, but it has been heavy...

Might be my last doodle and unfinished one

Like what you see?

I guess I had time due to meh weather at work. Should have went harder with highlights...