it’s okay if you thought you were over it but it hits you all over again. It’s okay to fall apart even after you thought you had it under control. You are not weak. Healing is messy. There is no timeline for healing.
Hard to swallow pill: Not every person you care about is gonna care about you in the same lengths, your capacity to love and care isn’t for every one of them.
I realized that sometimes you gotta go broke, lose your closest friends, and lose the person you thought you loved most just to get where you are going. Trust Gods process, he closes doors to open new doors. Sometimes elevation requires separation.