I'm so delulu I'm sending my unfinished manuscript out like it's something you can do 😭 Help me I need to be locked up

The delulu has reached calling a Japanese literary agency at 1 am wtf is wrong with me 😭

YOU x IN THE MISO SOUP x DEATH NOTE Shota Kurokawa’s double life as a finance student and rental boyfriend unravels when one of his clients is found dead. As more women vanish, all paths lead back to him. But is Shota the target—or the killer? #T #A #MM #YouDeservepIt

After her assault, Deborah Simon joins The Scarlet Water Lily, an innocent looking group promising salvation but hiding dangerous motives. Haunted by trauma and seduced by ideology, she must decide: resist or risk her humanity to survive #T #H #A #Q #YouDeservepIt

I gotta write today (translation: I gotta find the MOTIVATION to write today)

No agent likes… as usual 😭

Reached 48k words today!

Got my manuscript accepted today… turns out it’s a vanity publisher 😭

Anyone volunteering to be my beta reader on this one pleaaaaase? 👀 #writerscommunity #amreading

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Sending my 10th batch of queries after my 893625th edit

If I had to tell my December 2024 self I deleted her 3 favourite chapters and started the book elsewhere she'd kill me.

Sent my #amquerying project to 14 agents this evening… Praying not to get 14 rejections.

BAHAHAHA IT’S BEEN 30 MINUTES AND I GOT MY 1ST REJECTION 😭

The thing when you’re a diagnosed person with schizophrenia is that people will CONSTANTLY try to deny your illness to sound nicer. My darling, "psychotic" is not a bad word! You can say it 😂

We be rocking 3 rejections in less than a day wow