anorexia hasn't been anorexing lately

losing my mind over a number on the scale while people my age are living their best lives

why is weight loss so slow and weight gain so fast

i tryvto calorie count and then just give up im so lazy i be feeling like im not even disordered

how do u guys keep urself accountable when calorie counting it’s genuinely so hard for me like i always forget to mark it or one week i’m marking everything down to sips of fucking JUICE liek i need help

i have a crush on a boy so yeah i need to lock in and lose the weigjt i guess i mean it seems like he likes me but he’ll like me more when its gone hopefully?!

does anyone else watch liv schmidt to trigger themselves like in all seriousness i think she is damaging my brain

i used to get wjngstop almost everyweekend wtf is wrong with me i js looked at the cals i kinda miss not looking at calories

is it genuinely considered proana to be on edtwt? like i would never wish this on someone i hate being like this i jjst need people who understand it i dont wanna make them feel like me why would i want that i can barely live bc i hate the way i look SO much

why my dad keep asking if i want food and if im alright who snitched

soon i guess ill leave what im chasing for the other girls to pursue

my dad js told me my mom will always be my mom and told me huy jer dlowers immgonna cry i think💔

on edtwt in class why does it feel like everyone knows what im doing

sometimes i feel like i look like him

Guys WE ALL failed ana april right guys? ALL OF US gained five pounds isnt that crazy 😭😭 NONE OF US lost any weight ‼️ Isnt it crazy how WE (me and YOU reading this) didnt lose and just gained 😂😂

edtwt in class teehee

crush randomly started ignoring me and avoiding me when i thought he likef me i feel so stupid

like does he think im ugly or smthn like he is AVODING ME i frel so dumb and embarrassed