Mom Left Behind-Losing Kyle (@losingkyle2ndyr) 's Twitter Profile
Mom Left Behind-Losing Kyle

@losingkyle2ndyr

January 21, 2018 {the day} that”is” turned into “was”. Kyle, my adored 20yr old son tragically died. I tweet My feelings, my heartbreak & how I somehow survive

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It seems as though what “healing” is after childloss…regaining access to the “before you” comes at a cost of unimaginable pain & self reflection. It’s as if I trade a little bit of my “why & what if” in for a fractional glimpse of who I am. Kyle at age 3.

It seems as though what “healing” is after childloss…regaining access to the “before you” comes at a cost of unimaginable pain & self reflection. It’s as if I trade a little bit of my “why & what if” in for a fractional glimpse of who I am. 

Kyle at age 3.
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As I said Goodbye to Kyle, I noticed my ring was on backwards in my camera…a reminder, that I’ll hold him in my heart until I hold him with my wings. I miss my son. I love him so very much. He should be here. #childloss #grief #love

As I said Goodbye to Kyle, I noticed my ring was on backwards in my camera…a reminder, that I’ll hold him in my heart until I hold him with my wings.

I miss my son.
I love him so very much.
He should be here.
#childloss #grief #love
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As Mother’s Day approaches, I promised myself that I would write down one thing being a Mother, and why I am so grateful for being Kyle & Gavin’s mother everyday this week until Mother’s Day. I’ve found solace in being grateful, it doesn’t ease pain but it softens the blow #Kyle

As Mother’s Day approaches, I promised myself that I would write down one thing being a Mother, and why I am so grateful for being Kyle & Gavin’s mother everyday this week until Mother’s Day. I’ve found solace in being grateful, it doesn’t ease pain but it softens the blow #Kyle
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No matter the years passing No matter the beauty of each day, since you left that I’ve survived. I am still there, laying in fetal position, the day you died… Begging every corner of the universe to please give you back to me. #childloss

No matter the years passing 
No matter the beauty of each day, since you left that I’ve survived.

I am still there, laying in fetal position, the day you died…
Begging every corner of the universe to please give you back to me. #childloss
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“Grief, I now understand is a sort of madness in the same way, that falling in love is a madness” Clover Stroud Kyle, not a minute in every day that my heart doesn’t search for a connection..,for a feeling, for something to hold onto. I miss you so much. #Kyle #childloss

“Grief, I now understand is a sort of madness in the same way, that falling in love is a madness”
Clover Stroud

Kyle, not a minute in every day that my heart doesn’t search for a connection..,for a feeling, for something to hold onto. I miss you so much. #Kyle #childloss
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The pain in wishing my son a Happy Birthday in Heaven, whispering it to the wind…Kyle should be here sharing his 28th Birthday with those that love him. As each birthday passes, the words become less & my heart aches more💔

The pain in wishing my son a Happy Birthday in Heaven, whispering it to the wind…Kyle should be here sharing his 28th Birthday with those that love him. As each birthday passes, the words become less & my heart aches more💔
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I just miss my son, I miss him so much…I miss the beach, I miss our July visits to the beach…I miss everything about Kyle, I just miss him. It’s so hard! #childloss

I just miss my son, I miss him so much…I miss the beach, I miss our July visits to the beach…I miss everything about Kyle, I just miss him.

It’s so hard!
#childloss
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When I post about my Daughter, it's not to get sympathy. It’s to keep her memory alive. ❤️ Your Follow & Repost would mean so much to get our Voices heard in our #ChildhoodCancer community. 🙏🏻 I miss you, Ashley. 🩷 #Forever13

When I post about my Daughter, it's not to get sympathy.  It’s to keep her memory alive. ❤️

Your Follow & Repost would mean so much to get our Voices heard in our #ChildhoodCancer community. 🙏🏻

I miss you, Ashley. 🩷
     #Forever13
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My promise to you is & always will be, to help as many #ChildhoodCancer Warriors as I possibly can. Even though you left Earth at only 13, we are still a mighty team, working together to make a difference. I hope many will follow & support our mission to get our voices heard.

My promise to you is & always will be, to help as many #ChildhoodCancer Warriors as I possibly can.  Even though you left Earth at only 13, we are still a mighty team, working together to make a difference.  I hope many will follow & support our mission to get our voices heard.