The new white lotus season had a scene I couldn’t stomach. The part where that guy meets up w his buisness partner in Bangkok and they’re having this discussion and this dude is talking about his sex addiction and 🤢 had to walk out of the room. Way too fuxking weird. Just no
I think chasing that level of pleasure and chasing desire to the point of feeling completely chaotic and basically empty/insane scares me. Getting too comfortable with constant self gratification. I think I was exploring that with feedism momentarily… got lost for a second
Getting too comfortable with a feeling … with mostly anything. and yet I love to relax~ I guess as cliche as it sounds; balance and a well rounded life is the most sensible way to live