Body dysmorphia is actually such a real thing - I look back on my body from a few years ago and I’d KILL to like that again, but I never ever remember feeling good in my body at the time and still thought I was too big. So scary
i think i finally know why i love harder than most & that is because i know what it feels like to not feel loved & to always be the last one standing.. and I don’t ever want someone i love to feel that way by me.