« Of course I got an answering machine, but I didn't care because I knew that eventually she would get the message and if she wanted to »

« talk to me she would.] Hey sugar, it's Jonah. I got your number from your mama. I just wanted you to know that I'm out now. If you want »

« to see me I can try to get you the money to come here. I don't have a lot of money on me, but if you want to see me I can move mountains »

« to make it possible. [I hung up not really sure what to say anymore, but hoping @TamedHisBeast would at least give me a call back and »

« tell me that she didn't hate me.]

A Call To My Heart - [I needed some air because with all these people in the house it was getting a little... tmblr.co/Zm7t7g2KABTXw

[I was uncomfortable in this house because everyone kept looking at me. I realize that most of these people didn’t know who I was and I »

« was perfectly okay with that. The only thing making me uneasy was the fact that I didn’t know where Alexis Walker or her sister »

« Anysa Ramirez had gone and that right there was enough to set me off. I stayed in the very corner of the living room trying to stay »

« out of everyone’s way. I only spoke if I was spoken to which wasn’t very often. I would be okay once I knew that one of my very best »

« friends was still breathing and safe. I kept an eye on Dawn Trager because I knew she was probably going through something very »

« similar in her own mind. I wanted to walk over and talk to her, but now just wasn’t the right time. She was beyond the point of help »

« right now and that was scaring me the most. If I called her father, Alex he was probably going to have her committed to the hospital for »

« observation and that’s not something Dawn Trager likes at all. I didn’t know what say to anyone. I knew some of them knew me and knew »

« my story so that made me a little more comfortable, but truthfully the only thing that would bring me the calm I was seeking was to talk »

« to Alexis Walker herself. I made my way out the back door taking the cigarettes from my pocket. I needed to have one before I snapped at »

« somebody who wasn’t prepared. I put it between my lips and lit it. I took a deep breath holding it for a second before I exhaled. »

« Something told me that Alexis Walker needed help, but I didn’t want to assume anything and I had no idea where she was so even if I »

« wanted to help there was no way I could and that bothered me more than anything else right now.]

Getting Worried - [I was uncomfortable in this house because everyone kept looking at me. I realize that... tmblr.co/Zm7t7g2KABlxB