Pregnancy is so emotionally challenging. Trying not to feel your emotions so deeply bc you know your baby can feel them is the hardest thing. The guilt of it is crazy. I want a happy & peaceful baby. I just worry that I might be stressing her out too much.
A woman cannot be your peace if you’re not providing the environment for her to provide the peace. Stop expecting from a woman that you constantly are giving problems, challenges and you’re not providing a safe space for her. Peace is present where security is found.
She's not being mean. She's setting boundaries from a place of love and protection. You simply dislike the fact that she's revoking a privilege you never should have had in the first place. Having the desire to continuously violate someone isn't love.
If I spare you it’s bc you’re embarrassing & I don’t need that for myself. But don’t ever take my silence for weakness bc believe me when the time comes you will regret it all.