when the bpd is hitting harder than all the generational traumas all at once…

i hate that it’s literally so hard to actually feel loved when you have bpd. i feel so unworthy of being loved that i end up doubting everything and it makes me want to drop everyone but then i get scared of being alone and end up suffering in silence.

if you leave me then it’s your loss, i have bpd and you’ll never find someone more obsessed w you than i was ☺️

the anxiety i feel when i meet someone new is unbareable pls help

i’m sorry if i’m too clingy. i’m just genuinely scared you’ll leave like everyone else and i can’t take the thought of being alone anymore.

i’m so tired of always feeling like i’m never anyone’s 1st choice. i constantly feel so worthless and unloveable and that’s no matter who i’m speaking with really…

i just wanna give credits to baby cowboy really quick… she’s a well known influencer and an amazing artist while also dealing with BPD on a daily basis… being “famous” while dealing with this disorder is far from easy and the fact that she’s still here doing her best… WOW

“You can’t just cut ppl out of your life” Babe I have BPD, once I split on you permanently, you’re gone forever.

there’s nothing more triggering than someone who lies. genuinely.

you want to win my heart and trust? be transparent. don’t gate keep informations. just be honest. lies are such a massive trigger.

“how do i know if someone with bpd is mad at me?”

i will say the fact that banning tiktok was more important than gun laws and the fires in LA is genuinely INSANE to me

just a reminder that BPD stands for Borderline Personality Disorder and NOT Bipolar Disorder.

was i too mean there? i can’t tell

me when i get an attitude randomly and they ask where it’s coming from:

“what’s wrong with you???” a lot actually…

welp