/Resting my back against the rough bark of a tree and lifting my head towards the sky as the rain trickles down my russet ... 1/20

cheeks. My hands lay limply on my lap and I close my eyes letting myself get lost in the sensations of the rain cleansing my ... 2/20

soul. I know that that is not really happening, but a girl can dream right? Sighing my mind begins to wander as it has been ... 3/20

for days. I'm not sure why I'm reliving the past but I feel it's important somehow. My body relaxes even more and I feel ... 4/20

myself slipping away into a memory. ***Flashback*** I had him! That filthy vampire scum was mine to kill, but no he just had ... 5/20

to butt in! Now look at him, he's hurt, because of his stupidity. Those were the thoughts that cycled through my head as I ... 6/20

paced in the forest outside the Blacks home as a human of course. I don't need any of them to make me feel even worse than I ... 7/20

already am. Some of the pack were waiting for Doc Vamp inside the small living room. I could hear every moan and cry of pain ... 8/20

from #Jacob and that just caused the anger to well up inside me even more. My trembling hands begged to find release in my ... 9/20

wolf form, but I bit it back down. I wouldn't admit it to anyone but the crushing ire I felt covered up the immense guilt that ... 10/20

weighed me down. #Jacob shouldn't have done what he did, but I couldn't help but to think if he hadn't done that, would it be ... 11/20

me in his shoes? Or worse would I have died? That question led me to thoughts that were even more horrible than my death. What ... 12/20

if #Jacob had been killed? When I heard that sickening crunch of broken bones I thought I had lost him. The anguish I felt ... 13/20

overwhelmed me to the point where I couldn't even take my revenge on the bloodsucker. No one in the pack paid any attention to ... 14/20

the sorrow that enveloped my entire being as their focus was on the searing pain that #Jacob was suffering. I shuddered at the ... 15/20

memory and shook my head to clear my thoughts. I took a deep breath and instantly regretted it when I smelled the icy scents ... 16/20

of those damn Cullens. #Carlisle and #Edward, I wrinkled my nose in distaste. It wasn't long before the screams of pure agony ... 17/20

came from #Jacob. The sounds of bones being broken filled the silence in accompaniment with his cries. My heart stilled and I ... 18/20

closed my eyes to keep the tears at bay. Leah Clearwater did not cry. ***End of Flashback*** My mind and body stays in this ... 19/20

meditated state as the memory drifts away./ 20/20