My twitter anniversary is the day my love should have turned 52. Gone too soon, the hole you left is too large for a mere mortal to ever fill. From the deepest part of my broken heart, today I will let myself feel it all and remember you in vivid detail. Love you forever 💔

Birthday cake for him, even though he’s gone 🍋 🍰

Yuck. Why the fuck are people like this following me? If you are gross like this please fuck off, then keep fucking off until you have fucked off so far from me you can’t get any further away. Then fuck off this entire planet we don’t want you here

Me: Logs on here and actually spends a little time browsing for the first time in a while, opening dms etc Me 5 mins later: ⤵️

38th trip around the sun starts today. Year 37 dumped the widowhood module on me — express delivery, no returns. This year I’ll take fewer side quests, hobbies that don’t involve grief counselling, and ordinary problems like back pain. Onwards I go I guess!

It’s a weird time to be alive right now, glad I am but it’s definitely weird

I hate it when I’m about the stand up then my cat sits on me which she doesn’t do all the time, so now I’m stuck needing to pee indefinitely

It’s nearly midday here on Tuesday - just FYI no rapture yet

What should I have for dinner just in case it’s my last meal?

Someone point the way to where I can find the rapture fail reactions - I need to see what they have to say for themselves!

Who else uses their best manners when asking chat gpt ridiculous shit? Why am I saying please and thank you to a machine? Yet it feels wrong to just demand answers

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Missing him like it’s fresh grief today. Been watching old security cam clips I saved, us being cute, romantic, just us in our little business. It hurts, but I can’t look away. Crazy how out of nowhere it can feel like it just happened again. No trigger just aching and lonely.

Yesterday I hunted spiders with the inexplicable arrival of about 50-60 different sized daddy long leg spiders in the less than a week. What is their endgame? Why? They were in every room manning the perimeter. Reinforcements have arrived, send an adult I’m under attack

Lego day in bed with a sore throat and a tired soul. The spider war persists but so do I, they will not defeat me!