um is getting rlly emotional a symptom cuz when im rlly not able to eat i swear i kinda feel like a child. it becomes so hard to manage my emotions and im umable to calm my ocd symptoms as much... i hope its not just me but probably lol
i have until next Wednesday to get to 95 for my vacay and then i need to try and lose the rest of the 5 on vacation somehow. i think i can do it 😭😭😭 im at 104 last time i weighed in
its such a struggle being on vacation with an ed bc i have to eat out 2 times a day. esp when restaurant food makes me full in two bites its so hard and im scared for next week :(( i think i will skip lunch and breakfast while i am there tbh