Bro never start purging because once you start it will always feel like an option in your mind and next thing you know you have bullimia

lowkey hate having a body. it's so high maintenance. wash this, eat that, drink this, sleep that. it's all very stupid

Ed services in my country are diabolical my hope is being completely lost and the only psychiatrist I think would acc cure me I’m too ashamed to go back to after failing with recov

This hit so hard I love pumpkin sm UGH 🤤 And avocado is yum guys get those healthy fats in, idc about calories ITS YUMMY AND NUTRITIOUS 🥑

Pumpkin, oyster mushrooms and corn 🤤 The sugar snaps were a new one for me, can’t say I like them too much 😔

Upset about gaining, upset about losing, upset about maintaining, upset about getting worse, upset about getting better, i feel trapped, i can't win and i can't escape.

My new work place serves konjac noodles HELL YEAH

I’m so dissapointed in myself for not loosing any fucking weight lately, all it does it jump up and return to base line and I can’t understand it

No but guys is IT possible I swear, I’ve lost that quick too… Chopping off all 4 of my limbs was worth it for that ugw, in fact it only took me a day, you just have to lock in if you really want it

Me thinking being a lbmi and a full time job wouldn’t be any different from being a healthy weight … Just slept 10hrs on my day off, the tiredness really is felt within my bones idk how to describe it

Kinda wanna be pretty again ugh I wanna loose but I wanna be pretty and I loved how my body looked before this stupid disorder I wanna look sick, but I don’t, but I do, but I hate it

I used to feel pretty I used to be confident in my body and my shape, I would smile with teeth that weren’t being eroded from bp, I had thick long hair, I had strong legs from all my years of dancing Now I feel like I’ll never get that back again, I ruined myself

Working full time atm has lead to really bad bp episodes and idk how to control them, I didn’t sleep at all last night due to it and I have a 10hr shift tomorrow

Extreme hunger atm so bad I’ll literally be almost passing out from exhaustion in the middle of the night eating fml why won’t this shit stop and then I force myself to purge and get no sleep and then go to work

I want a bf again which makes me wanna be in a body that’s semi healthy and attractive, and I also don’t wanna be the “anorexic” one in my new work (even tho I defo don’t even look it lol)…. But I also wanna be bmi 12s Maintaining is boring i need to choose

Ok locking in lol I can’t handle myself anymore

I’d be in the 20kg range if I just locked in properly fml, 2kg should be light work why didn’t I just loose 2kg and I’d be there