goodbye.

i dont understand how so many americans are against universal healthcare. i got sent to the hospital and stayed a night and the only thing i had to pay for was an $8 uber home. your private health insurance overlords are taking advantage of your greed and lack of compassion.

im genuinely in agony right now

i want to go back to the psych ward. i need to go back to the psych ward. im going to. if i have to cut deep to convince my mom so be it, im going i dont care anymore

i get it now. i need attention even if it's bad. it's because of the isolation i live in

nobody cares why cant i shut up

nobody ever has cared and nobody ever will. the only reason i still have hope for any different is because im fucking stupid

i think this is what insanity feels like i cant even express how i feel right now i feel so incredibly old because every day feels like an eternity of doing the exact same things over and over and i long got past the point of no return and still nobody ever notices or cares

i cant wait to die

im going to try and hit beans today

glad to know if i was a fictional character at least somebody would like me

i want to die please let me die i cannot live another fucking day on this earth

yep i was right nobody listens nobody cares

hit beans

god i hope the 🍊 is rlly dead

i know my room is a mess over and over again i tell myself "i'll clean tomorrow"

dni if ur a tiramisu hater

i'll live in the bathtub surrounded by tiles all so sqaure and so steady i will die in their cool, cool arms