The day before my mother’s last day, she MADE me promise….…she made me promise to keep going…she made me promise to keep pursuing my acting career, to make content and to be happy……and I made those promises to her with all of my heart. I intend to keep those promises.

I watched my mom slowly come to her last day over these past 2-3 months & through it ALL….she prayed, thanked God, joked, smiled..no matter her condition. I NEVER saw a display of strength like it in MY LIFE…so I’m going to be strong & make her proud like I promised her I would

Quit telling me “it doesn’t get easier.” Never tell anyone that when they’re goin through grief…….it doesn’t make them feel better at all. Like AT ALL……..the grief will always be present, because love was once there…..but it will get better and you will see better days.

But man….I love you guys. So much. I seriously do….the amount of messages yall sent me….the love, the prayers and the encouragement……THANK YOU. You have no idea how MUCH yall helped me through this……I was surrounded by so much love from you ALL.

I told my mom how many comments/prayers you all sent when she was in the hospital & she was so thankful……she loved yall so so much. You have no idea……….so thank you…..you really made me feel thought about & emotionally supporter. That went such a long way…..seriously.

I promise you like……it was very easy to feel very ALONE during all of this and because of the support from you all……I never felt that way. I was in great pain (I still am) but I NEVER felt alone. I had my dad, my aunty, my family and you all. All of you checking in on me……

It seriously means the absolute world to me. Truly. The WORLD.

I have the absolute best community of supporters on the planet. I truly do.

Man…….In no way, shape or form do I not want to get married some day….I used to be okay with not getting married or not having kids……….. but when I tell you…….nothing in life beats true love & companionship. Having someone be there for you….I truly want that. Absolutely.

I really do hope and pray I find my soul mate. My best friend. My wife…….some day.

I really like this artist named Dodie. Her music is really good……gives me a lot of film ideas.

Your Teddy bear still smells like you...

I appreciate each and every one of you. All of your messages and prayers........thank you. From the bottom of my heart.

This is extremely true.

'F1' is pure cinema. One of the best films Ive seen. Absolutely breath taking.

Its crazy how (for me personally) going to the movies really allows me to escape from reality for 2 hours. Like.....you cant think about/focus on anything else but the film you're watching.

Does anybody have any good romance or murder mystery book recommendations?

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