that is more important that the patient. 2 am seemed end. still alive. these nurses don't see big picture. sad. almost 2 yrs not simple one in issue of cancer, body loss, impinged nerve, now no body to protect bones. extreme new pain, nurse 'ill tell the doctor' then nothing

im going into er. goodbye everyone. . cant breath. #love others as much as possible. #cancer

#moon

#moon #pier

#spiders #flowers
darn i can't do anything, my brain completely not working.n

dying alone #dyingAlone
On their phone answering 'message' they will say 'thank you for using us'
medical industry... no compition no over look hiring based not on IQ or abilities.
#todaysWorld

crazy
humans
'if you get bad we'll come back in..'
barffing chest like blood, they just talk about dropping their line in.. nothing to me. like im just sea sick. and he knows about my cancer. at some point I'll have to demand back in.

tourrure though. i need someone to hlid my hand let ne end things #cancer

God
need you.
guess its better out here than a bed .. but not easy out here.
i hope you all have a good day. #cancee

sunlight nice
fishing area now

omg
touching chest just bones. #cancer

yukky noise bouncing but wth and saw a friend from moro bay here at SB taking vet's out fishiing in kayak

friend taking me out at santa barbara in boat to get giant halibut up by Gaviota . feeling good enough to be on boat but used to being on kayak so hope i don't get sea sick , likely will.

#sanSimeon #piers

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cormorant. ridiculous how Audubon puts selfish notes on those that want to protect wildlife fish, from overpopulation of cormorants and unproven of course. azcentral.com/story/news/loc…