can y’all believe those beautiful ciabatta toasts with farmers cheese, strawberries and blueberries are only for 110 cals

discovered a new way to eat ice cream!!🤍 cut in half, stir berries, and then pour it over, decorate with frozen strawberries and coconut flakes. i loved it 🥹 i also placed the cut part of the ice cream on top of my iced americano!

i sincerely love preparing my daily breakfast

huge bowl of chicken & cheesy tomato paste for 340 cals & 32g of protein

good morning everyone!! guys look at my new bowl for my breakfasts 🥹 so happy

btw guys if anyone wants something sweet & delicious & high protein for a snack i have this amazing recipe that i shared earlier!!!

losing from bmi 16s to 13s in two months is genuinely the dumbest thing i’ve ever did in my life because it’s been a year since this happened and i’m still dealing with consequences. i’m gonna be slow weight loss team for life now

⠀ my edtwt intro 💭ྀི ˖ ֯ ♡︎ sussed at 13k ꒰ 𝟅𝟈 ‎ coco ꒱ 𝜗𝜚 20 british 5’3 intp 🥛ྀི ✉️ ana & arfid . ᨳິ ♡︎ / ↻ to be moots

posting on this acc because obvious tw, but the consequences of 'speedrunning' arent talked abt enough i STILL have health problems from doing low res

i’m so tired of crying & i’m taking sedatives for two weeks already and this is the only reason why i’m still somehow functioning like a human being :( i studied so freaking much, i even fought ed thoughts for the whole year TO STUDY PROPERLY, i did beyond everything i could

i’m so sorry ed brain screaming at me so loud. i studied this year more than in my whole life combined, pushed beyond my limits & did everything possible n impossible, fought ed thoughts for the WHOLE YEAR, i could have been bmi 13s and losing more. at least i’m good in this lol

it was on accident and i not intentionally ate ~400 cals for the day bc i didn’t had time to, it’s like for the first time in year i did such low intake and i FAINTED 😭 ain’t no way my body is so traumatised

i fainted for the first time today bc of not eating enough when i used to live off 250 cals for three weeks in a row a year ago and losing while being bmi 13s BROOOOOO TF why my body acting so weird

i genuinely got so scared omg my heart started beating so fast, the chest pain was unbearable, i instantly felt so cold and SWEATY it all happened in spawn of 5 minutes 😭 my mom is a doctor and she was terrified bc of how pale i looked

ain’t no way my body is acting that weak from nowhere??? what do you mean i can’t do low intake bc i’ll faint instantly. i used to be the best ana

the most heartbreaking part is that students who had less academic and international achievements, lower exam scores were accepted but not me and no one around even my teachers can’t understand how this is possible