me immediately after finishing a fast

my calorie logic for myself 0 - amazing job 100 - should’ve starved 200 - should’ve starved 300 - should’ve starved 400 - should’ve starved 500 - should’ve starved 600 - should’ve starved 700 - should’ve starved 800 - should’ve starved 900+ - should’ve starved

my biggest fantasy is being able to cut myself and then having someone patch me up without any lectures or scolding and just loving and taking care of me while saying how good i did and how pretty my cuts were

KEVIN GET OFF THE SCALE YOURE MORE THAN YOUR WEIGHT

END帰ってきてくれ

rejecting food when i’m out only to binge when i get home

didn't need to be called out like this today

when i saw this like 8yrs ago smth in my brain chemistry changed. it’s so romanticized but it’s wild how different people do treat you when you lose weight. i’m curious how people changed their demeanour and behaviour to you when you lost a lot of weight esp in a short time