the other boys might not even know yet, like they are probably asleep and going to wake up to this

now im thinking of when harry talked about how hard it is for him to process the passing of a friend and says “i wish i had just asked one more time if they were okay” oh i can’t imagine what he’s feeling and thinking right now

it’s the next morning and i’m still in complete shock

damn louis post broke me

this makes me want to try and reconcile some friendships. you never know when it’s someone’s last day and knowing you will never be able to reconcile it once they are gone would hurt so bad

oh no harry posted im crying again 😭

i want to give harry a big hug 😭 my heart hurts thinking of how upset he is

he doesn’t need to prove his grief to you. this still so raw and new

“I sadly didn't know that after saying goodbye and hugging him that evening, I would be saying goodbye forever.”

and that’s where i started sobbing

it’s so sad that i grew up loving a boyband so much that only destroyed the members in the band. you really only see things at surface level during those times

the comments on harry’s ig post are just vile. imagine thinking anyone owes you something while they are grieving

the comments on her instagram are vile and disgusting. what is wrong with people

can’t believe i just saw the full body picture of liam while casually scrolling on facebook…..

i really really hope maya is okay, the things people are saying about her and saying she is 100% responsible for his death is just vile. i truly hope she has a good support system

post concert depression is a bitch

i wish i wasn’t so 🍃 last night lol

and the day after my show… at least we got exile 🫶