good steps day!! i wish i ate less though :/

i couldve gotten breakfast but it literally didnt even sound good anymore so im just continuing my fast 😭

im panicking so bad someone please tell me its okay i dont walk tonight because im spending time with my parents i feel so fucking guilty ive eaten so much today

ive had 2000cals today and i just lost my water weight again too 😭 im so sad i have to get to 159 by the end of the month

ok i didnt listen i went for a walk in the pitch dark but its fine i didnt get kidnapped and i didnt get ran over so its a win

im so ashamed in how much i ate today and i’ll probably gain so much tomorrow but i got my steps and my walk in so that makes it a little better

im forcing myself to go for an hour and a half walk in the heat to punish myself for eating so much yesterday but fuck im so thirsty i still have 20mins 😭

just burned 656 cals in my one walk today omg im beat

mark my words i will get to 159lbs by september 30th i’ll do whatever it takes

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME 😭 NO WAY MY GOOGLE PHOTOS THOUGHT WE WERE THE SAME PERSON

was doing so good today and then i just got to my friends house and had THREE smores 😭💔 its fine im going to gain weight again and want to die again

its supposed to rain all week next week :( how am i supposed to walk if its going to be humid and rainy???

just barely got my 10k steps in today 😭 it was so rainy and humid i wanted to give up so bad

why wont the scale go under 162lbs its been EIGHT DAYS!!!! what am i doing wrong :(

im so close to being out of the 160s but i only have 7 days to lose 3lbs i dont think i’ll be able to do it and im heartbroken

having pcos and a restrictive eating disorder is genuinely the worst ever because why am i doing everything right like everyone else and the weight just won’t come off

i walked for so long tonight without even realizing 😭 please let me lose tomorrow im so hungry!!!!!

if im not below 162 tomorrow after this i might actually have a meltdown im not even joking because tonight w no clothes on im 163.8lbs like PLEASE LET ME LOSE IVE BEEN DOING SO GOOD

all of this hard work for no results like why am i doing this to myself then

im SO CLOSE!!!! oh my god im so happy please let me see 159 this week 🙏