my fav season

birthday weekend was lots of fun!! time to lock back in though because i can feel the guilt and disgust starting to creep back in </3

i know they say you won’t be happier when ur skinny. but maybe i will. i think im built different i will be so happy and grateful

had a dream last night where my legs were so thin i could nearly wrap my middle finger and thumb around the middle of my thigh . felt so indescribably sad when i woke up lol i need to lock the fuck in

switched from smoking indica to sativa and suddenly weed is an appetite suppressant and doesn’t give me the munchies anymore . all i do is win !

The concept of losing a concerningly amount of weight in an alarmingly short amount of time

i see this photo more than i see my family and it still triggers me every. fucking. time.