i hate myself

why can’t i be pretty

i’ll never look like them

this literally has to be my karma

maybe i’ll get over it if i remind myself ive done a LOT worse and i genuinely deserve whatever i get…fuck…

if it isn’t the consequences of my own actions (indirectly in the form of karma)

ate 3 meals + a small sweet treat last night and still lost. i’m so happy

need to be 195 by saturday i think i can do it

just ate a greasy ass slice of pizza omg

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how it feels after relapsing and gaining so ur back at a high sw

wdym ur hw is 120lbs ☹️

watching this while eating my 3rd meal of the day. definitely a choice 💔💔

need to get a vape charger tmr omggg she’s abt to die 💔💔

lost another pound letsggooo only ate a parfait and like a few bites of spaghetti yesterday

I DID IT I DID IT I FUCKING DID IT

idk wtf happened to me but i have completely lost my appetite. i literally have to force myself to eat. i can take small bites of food and im immediately bored of it. i’m loving it bc im losing weight but im confused bc idk why it’s happening 😭😭

calling it relapsing and i’m just eating normally