The girl I've been seeing sh'ed too and seeing her scars made me want to relapse so bad. I don't want to feel this way because she's so amazing but I can't stop it. I'm getting a tattoo next week so I need to be careful of where im gna do it but I wanna do my forearm again

Jeans are loosening, almost have a girlfriend, moving houses, doing good at school. Life is going okay

Ok bye I give up on trying to find love it just hurts

I dont want to kms but I also kind of do. I just want this pain to be gone. I don't want to feel this way anymore

That girl I was talking about played me so bad and it hurts😓

I'm so fat it surprises me every time. I want to be at least 50kgs by next yr but that's probably impossible

Maybe people would be better off without me. All I bring is trouble anyways

I wonder if she's hurting as much as I am right now

I hate it when people just give me food i didn't ask for. Like thank you for thinking of me but no thanks

me when i start to see progress so i overeat💜 #fakeana #fat #takefoodawayfromme

I miss my honeymoon phase. I've nearly regained all I lost and I feel horrid. I've been purging more frequently and I'm going to try to work out again. Gosh I hate this feeling

I love purging it makes me feel so ethereal. If only I was skinny

Drinking tea instead of chocolate milk, the taste of vomit still in the back of my throat, my abs hurt and my legs feel like they could collapse. I feel sick from purging. I feel good like this

I feel dizzy and tired but it feels nice

I kind of miss the insomnia

There's a chance I ripped a ligament or something in my foot and I need a cast for 4 days 😭💔

I can't weigh myself because I have a cast 😓

I have a tattoo Apt tomorrow and my mum was talking about getting it on my left arm but I literally can't because of my most recent relapse 😓 I wanted it on the right anyways so its not a big deal but she's being annoying about it

My mom keeps forcing me to eat and eat and eat :( I feel so fat and disgusting

This is the third time we've eaten junk food in a week 🫩