— Fyodor Dostoevsky

when kafka said “all the love in the world is useless when there is total lack of understanding” and when richard siken said “if you love me, you don’t love me in a way I understand” and george orwell wrote “perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood.”

See my problem is I expect things to fall into my lap with zero fingers lifted

In primary we use to have these golden time on Friday & mr swain used to read to couple of us fighting fantasy & I would always pick the healer as my character. Remembering this lowkey has me relieved cos it answered a Qs that’s been buggin me for ages

I feel disgusted cl