My butt is getting smaller hate this🤬

So sleepy today, I’m ready to go to sleep and it’s only 5:15pm:(

I have a crush this is so baddddd I need my brain to not do this😭

Having a crush is so embarrassing like why would they ever like me?? I’m literally the worst and yet I’m still delusional and think there’s a possibility😭

My auntie just tried forcing me to eat. I feel so fucking disgusting. I ended up crying and she backed off but jesus I just want to crawl in a hole and never come out

Wishing life wasn’t so.. life. I just want to crawl in a hole and never come out

I’ve been so isolated recently, I’m gonna try to start using this space again. I feel so huge I have been avoiding all contact

Wishing everyone a good day:) just got done at the gym

Been getting back into art and music to fill my time outside of work. What else do yall do to distract from bad thoughts?

Is it weird to have a baking business and have ana? I love baking and seeing people enjoy it😭

My head hurts sm I think a migraine is coming😭

I feel like my scale is lying to me😭 I feel disgusting, but it says I’ve lost since Thursday🤷‍♂️

I think I might have POTS😭 past few days have been so rough lol

Been couch surfing and trying to work as much as possible but I’m finally in a safe enough place, I missed yall!

I don’t have access to a scale atm because mine broke during my move and I hate it sm😭

Yall I ran out of coffee and my head hurts sm I didn’t realize I was dependent on it😭

Guys my new scale is coming tomorrow and I’m excited but also terrified bc I haven’t weighed myself in weeks😭

Been gone for a minute working and whatever. Some updates on my life: -just finished the first httyd movie AGAIN and almost cried AGAIN -lost 4lbs since my last post:) -worked three doubles and not mad cause I made bank in tips How are you all?

heyy everyone been a minute! i’ve been working and with my partner a bunch. i’m supposed to go see some family today and im scared about the food situation. i guess ill send updates?? peace out🫶

have big stupid bruise on my ribs that won’t go away how am i supposed to wear my binder all day😭