i wonder if males even think the super skinny models i love are pretty. a lot of models i think are 10/10, they don’t seem to care about. like shalom harlow wasn’t much skinnier than adrianna lima but why do all guys go crazy for one but not the other. they confuse me

i am genuinely not strong enough to be a vegetarian

i honestly need to MOVE so i can go to the gym and do workouts where no one knows me

goated schedule

i think i ate like 1500 calories today

not tryna be dramatic but genuinely i have so many extreme diagnosed mental health issues and traumas that only other extremely broke ppl can understand me and that makes me more upset

it’s not that i don’t understand food noise, addiction, and struggling with body image, it’s that i actually can’t understand what it’s like for someone to not have a burning desire to be as small as possible since they were conscious. like i am currently addicted to food ☠️

i just don’t wanna be disappointed again. just for like a week

semi binged and then fell asleep so i digested uhhhh

bro i bought a new cushion foundation and the shade is “2-BP” and i immediately thought of 2 binge purge sessions 😭

i don’t recognize myself rn lol. currently in my ednos era where i’m restricting but not and also gaining but whatever and purging randomly. so now i’m back in twitter cuz this is the only shit that motivates me even tho it ruins my mental health

i rmb when i would cry when i ate 800 cals and im tryna lose weight eating 1000 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ fml

guess who doubled their low weight in 1.5 years 🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😊😊

lowkey if i had a bigger ass i wouldn’t care about my weight rn. the PROBLEM is that i’m built like an inflatable door like