i was a tool on your belt. i didn’t need to be loved, or cared for, or touched unless i was meant to be used.

being alone hurts.

“are you clinically insane or incredibly annoying?” “i don’t know, probably both.”

⠀ " That's better for you. People who smile all the time don't know when to stop. " ⠀

⠀ " True, but I've plucked out a lot of eyes before, so I know a thing or two. Just because they roll doesn't make them a ball, silly. Cylinders and round table tops can roll! " ⠀

⠀ Nice to meet you, Mister Fyodor. I like you, so let's be friends! I'm Kyūsaku, but my friends call me Q. ⠀

* in a straightjacket * i got too silly.

⠀ " Don't call me a dumbass, that's mean! And you said they just had to roll. What about a boulder? Those can roll in any direction you face it in. " ⠀

⠀ " What kind of ball doesn't bounce? " ⠀

⠀ " But then it's not called a ball anymore. That's a boulder. " ⠀

⠀ [ hangs his head, kicking the dirt beneath him. He's taking her words into deep consideration. ] But. . . What if I'm not okay with it? Isn't that just like living a lie? ⠀

⠀ Doesn't pretty privileges mean nothing if you can't do anything. . ? ⠀

god exists. he just doesn't love you.

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