When you hear or read a past loves name and your heart sinks and your eyes swell a bit. It gets hard to swallow and even harder to forget their smell, their touch. Then you remember the abuse they kept causing to themselves and the pain it caused you. I’ll always love her.

Sounds remind me of her. 4:30am reminds me of her. I still find her hair every now and again. She was with me during some hard times. See stayed away when I needed her most. I don’t need anyone. I’m happy now, but I miss her. If she only knew how i really felt.

She inspires me like no other. I would lay on her bench and listen to her practice. “Come sit with me”. I will always remember her tone in her voice every time she asked. It was always the same, sweet, honest, voice.

In the Ill Side today. @ Lebanon, Illinois instagram.com/p/BkQQEuhnLt5/…

Sitting behind a strip mall hiding on my 30 break from work. @ O'Fallon, Missouri instagram.com/p/BlGlCLHnq2-/…

Thinking of songs I used to know part for part when I was in my early teens. This song was always super fun to play. instagram.com/p/Blb-n7_F0UW/…

A new St. Louis policy requires police to be drug-tested within three hours of discharging their weapon riverfronttimes.com/newsblog/2018/…

The richest drug dealer. instagram.com/p/BltLnITHgnl/…

#mariocart @ Arch of St. Louis instagram.com/p/Bl7GQH-nzWw/…

Kind of cleaned my car the other day. Found all kinds of sweet gifts. instagram.com/p/Bl82_LAF_Kt/…

“The melodic sounds of droning guitars and manic crashes of his cymbals are only the tip of the iceberg that is Hands and Feet. See a short set from FarFetched artist Hands and Feet,… instagram.com/p/BmPL13_Hu2S/…

About to talk about myself on the air at 94.3 Alton Community Radio. @ Alton, Illinois instagram.com/p/BmRwmk-nx0f/…

Thinking I might actually hire someone to help me set up and break down at shows. instagram.com/p/BmZr-PrnUaY/…

Different tunings and tones. instagram.com/p/BmcPF3yHVUq/…

When I was 20 I got my favorite album at the time tattooed on my left arm. #windsorforthederby instagram.com/p/BmhfwcDnfTA/…

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#ThisIsAmerica watch it and watch it again. Share.

A clip from this past Weekend @pgeville. All… instagram.com/p/Bi0jptTnSGz/…

First show in my 40s. motherfatherstl sisserband… instagram.com/p/Bi2p7opHfaa/…