does anyone else get this weird anxiety when engaging with content made about their interests for like no reason

I wanna lock in on here again and like.post more art and stuff but for some reason my brain has now convinced me that its cringe and interaction is scary and i should stay in the shadows. I have reverted back into my pre twt mentality

Mmmm, i have a priv that ive never ever used and i cant decide if i keep this a shit post acc and do stuff more seriously there or if i make that a shitpost acc and lock in here :/

Idk why i keep trying with this god forsaken rendering style, i dont like doing it and i rarely like how it turns out #princezamfanart

Mmm, i cant get his face right if i go the more human route.... creatur #princezamfanart

Oh no i love him, god damn it #princezamfanart

Why have i suddenly gotten the urge to give all my mcyt desogns braids The damn hand having hair wouldnt even make sense what???

Does this hair look stupid, its supposed to look like a hand (rock and paper looked so stupid im not even gonna show them its this, just a hand, or boring normal hair)

More zam, also i came up with an excuse for why everyone can have braids with lore, its cause for those who wanna keep long hair its the most practical way on lifesteal muahahhahahahahah 😈

Spook #SpokeIsHerefanart

Im actually really happy with this design :) #Roshambogamesfanart

I made a priv if anyone cares idrc who has it so follow if u actually enjoy my shit posting and shitty sketches like a psychopath idk Prlvate maIware

1k likes and i write a semi formal flame bro-rate research paper because i can absolutely go more in depth on this

Give me requests ill do pretty much anyone im actually familiar with from ls, showtime, contentsmp, hermit/life series, whitepine, apollotverse, evbo or state #mcytfanart

Should i do a lifesteal height chart cause i have some whacky height differences in there, i just dont have design ideas for everyone yet so idk....

Babie #ivorycellofanart #whitepinefanart

My sona! Sometimes i forget my user isnt technically malware related since i still use mal but now i follow like two whole other people who go by malware and its scary cause i keep thinking theyre me

can a minecraft award show PLEASE recognize/acknowledge csmp... its the smp with easily the most effort and time put into it and it deseves so much more love

Shitty doodles i did once my finger stopped hurting

So my finger apparently did NOT stop hurting. Dw gang i push thru anyways (i say as if i didnt draw this when it still wasnt hurting)