seriously don’t feel like i deserve you at all ! .. i also don’t think i could get through this without you either. ♡

pfffft, sometimes people do things .. crazy, stupid, dumb things that really nobody can understand or even explain. i regret it all, believe me.

can’t sleep at all. 𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕.

i love you too mum ! thank you again for being here.

don’t say that — you are not rubbish !

i did briefly get some sleep .. now i’m awake once again. love this for me.

hey. you can’t keep blaming yourself like this, the main thing is that you’re here for her now. whatever has happened in the past has happened, but you really shouldn’t blame yourself. only worry about the future.

yeah … everyone’s been really good to me and supportive considering everything i’ve put them through.

urgh.

/ replies shortly — i promise ! 🥹

oh, heh. hey ryan, yeah, i’m fine it’s just me being silly as per usual and letting things get to me ! you good?

/ 🥹 i just want to say thank you for those that have interacted with me so far and making me feel welcomed into this community, it’s super new for me as i’ve been in other fandoms. it’s also super scary to come in and not really know anybody ! but i really do appreciate it. 🫶🏻