Been to work consistently for a few weeks now, insanely proud of being able to go back after being unable to work for so long

5 years no contact and yet they still reach out Dunno how i feel about it

Life has not gotten better in 3 years #MyXAnniversary

Thoughts of [redacted] are so strong rn good lord

Im apathetic, im callous, i dont care, im just a villain

Poor taste joke, but mom was just complaining about how much i was costing my parents and i was like "oh well i can go back to the og plan and just kill myself " lmao (Its poor taste cause i was just in the hospital for that)

Also best friend doesnt want to see me for her birthday cause shes still procressing that i wanted to kill myself and was at the hospital And that makes me incredibly sad

Shit hasnt gotten better

Chat, ngl feeling suicidial again

Bday went too well, im feeling mega depressed after the best day of my life

Im so horny today, ive been sopping wet for hours