this is not a safe place for tuna haters

broccoli haters dni

i am so stupid and fat ugh I ate so much yesterday greedy ah mofo

i need another favorite day and halo top immediately

I'm sorry but this is a whole lot of nothing going on here

IM SO SO SO UGLY I MISS MY LWW.. I MISS U 110 I MISS UUUU

relapsing feels strangely comforting.. I'm sinking into my bed, I feel as cold as an icecube again after months of warmth. im watching my chest slowly rise as I breathe. maybe it's the fatigue that's comforting. the signs of weight loss slowly knocking at my cold cold door.

my ugw is BMI 15.8 (98lbs) I'm currently BMI 20.2 :/ (125lbs) that's 27 lbs to lose. that's not too bad right? it took me 2 months to lose that when I was in HS ... i hope I can do that still...

for fucking real do you know how fast id lose if nobody was watching me eating around me making me food

i let myself have a meta day bc I am binging which is not fucking good. I'm gonna try to give myself bigger portions with longer times apart for food instead of low cal whenever. I am too scared to weigh after the meta yesterday.

i just charged my modded 3ds after months and I think I have my new thing to distract myself from eating teehee

i keep binging and binging I need to fucking stop I hate this this is not what I meant by relapse pleaseeee

130.5 ... okay ... fatass what the fuck have you been doing you lost 5 and then gained it back? what made u think that was okay?

look slow and steady man one week of 1000 then we go lower I can't be gaining everything I lose back over and over I hate this

I'm actually going to crashout about my weight I am feeling fucking crazy

i am freaking out Abt being huge but at least I look nice still ... like to edtwt I am probably humongous but irl I am toned and have fat in "the right places", I have nice legs , I'm not stalky or stubby, I have nice skin, etc. so at least I have that but still I feel disgusting

bro this clean girl came in she had to be bmi 16 and like she was beautiful. like precise eyebrows, clear ASF skin, beautiful natural lashes, and her bones were like dainty but pronounced. I am jealous as fuck bc that's the vibe I'm going for when I loose. her fit was cute too..