1時間この動きしてたら今日が終わってた。

is 27 a good age to leave everything you know and love and start over

Only good thing that has happened

My anxiety over my car kept me up all night i slept 3 hrs . My nervous system feels so fucked. Been sleeping all day today and feel so drained

When i was crashing out last night abt my car but insta gays were just complimenting me instead. Like atp id rather just be ugly if that meant i wiuldnt have to deal either karmic problems all the time

Was so sad all day today i didnt even make coffee

At my limit. Not gnna talk to anybody unless its a job offer or smthg. Im so tired. I rlly dont have the energy for anything else not even friendships

Acc so miserable only reason why i havent kmsed is bc im a coward 😭

Took a depression nap and had a dream i was commuting on bus to a new job lol

for someone who lives in California I sure dont go anywhere

Eating more to cope with my sadness hopefully u get thiccer atleast :3

O.k. I feel better i slept and rested and made myself feel bad but now im ready to stop feeling sorry for myself :-)

g-men issue no. 9 gengoroh tagame

Srey im unmotivated to talk to anybody rn. The constant stress from not having any money and bills piling up and helping my family is stressing me beyond relief and making me into a miserable horrible person. Pls only reach out if u have any resources for jobs