that’s my major problem with school. i really don’t do anything unless i actually want to do it. and most of the time i don’t want to do anything at all.

you’ve got all of my trust. you’ve got no clue what you’ve done.

i know this isn’t like me, i just want people to like me.

i might say some stupid things tonight when you pick up this call.

i would love to tell you that we stayed friends but we didn’t even keep in touch. all we had was that summer and we grew and we laughed and then we outgrew each other. and that’s okay.

i don’t hate you for your nature, i’m a monster too.

the emotions went from outrage to terror to bewilderment to guilt to sorrow and then back to outrage. i felt sick.

fuck you! and fuck the government! and fuck me for letting my guard down which i will never do again!

man, i don’t give a fuck about how much sage you burn. i’m still gonna come back.

i stay awake at night because, i don’t even know what my favorite color is and i’m afraid i don’t have a real personality.

nothing is wrong, i just get in my head too. can you reassure me you…you’re still in it?

i feel like i’m dying when i’m around you. like one in the active stages of death. you make me feel crazy. you make me feel nauseous and anxious.

i’m doing really well today! (I’M SO TIRED OF BEING IN PAIN ALL THE TIME I HATE MYSELF I HATE BEING LIKE THIS LIVING IS AGONIZING PLEASE MAKE IT STOP I’M EXHAUSTED PLEASE)

you’re too mean, i don’t like you.

no one who loves you should make you feel so unsafe. no, no one who loves you should make you feel alone.

i am the only one who is entirely unlike the rest. it is almost impossible for me to converse with other people. what should i talk about, how should i say it? — i don’t know.

each time you leave, you take a piece of my heart. i’m not sure how many more pieces can go before my heart is no longer whole.

everything was so sweet, until you tried to kill me.

are we too young for this?