You don't understand me at all, you don't understand how scared and alone i feel, you don't understand how much i just want to end it all when I feel like this, It's so difficult It's so fifficult to even stay alive i just shake and pray it goes away

I hope I one day have someone who truly loves me for the mess I am I hope one day I won't be alone when I feel like this

I can't trust anyone

Holy shit i think I'm going to end it all if I'm left alone today but I feel so fucking guilty interruåting for my stupid fucking problems I hate lyself

I don't know what to do so that I won't kill myself today

IT IS LITERALLY 0/8 RIGHT NOW 0 OUT OF 8 FUCKING TIMES I FUCKING KNEW THIS AND YOU STILL JUST STRAIGHT UP LIED TO ME

Writing my notes rn

I'm alive bruh

I hate myself and how I feel

Yearning final boss

I don't really understand my feelings and it makes me really frustrated

I'm so fuckikg angry right now holy shit

I have sp many feelings

"I understand your point" shut the fuck up you literally don't nor do you care about my feelings, cus else you wouldnt fucking treat me like this😂😂😂 you do NOT give a fuck about my feelings and only do when it benefits you😂😂😂

Maybe things will be okay? Small step at a time

I've lost like 4kg

I'm doing better ^_< maybe a manic episode starting?? Ough...

Gw: 42 Cw: 49