thank you doctor : oh ! and there’s something else i’d been hoping to get some help with . where is a good place to live ? on terra ? maybe in the woods . . .

valerie.⠀⠀ just spent three hours sobbing who want me

i can turn you into poetry， but i cannot make you love me.

valerie.⠀⠀ every time i see a mantis edit to a hemlocke springs song, my heart grows two sizes like the grinch bc of christmas

you’re next .

you heard me .

ᅟ feel the power of ... ——— 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗱𝘀 . ATLAS .⠀

happy valentine’s day !

( alive but at what cost . )

( punches a wall . . . clutches her hand . ) OWWWWWWUGHHHHH

valerie.⠀⠀ i miss mantis

( exhale . ) no , i am very aggravated .

i’m not sure it would . i hate dwelling on him . ( reaches forward to touch the hole she’s created in the wall , wiping bloodied knuckles on her shirt . ) i tried a pillow but it didn’t work .

valerie.⠀⠀ this layout is so ugly KILL ITYYY

yes , i am ! but i’m 𝘛𝘙𝘠𝘐𝘕𝘎 not to . ( expression falling to one of deep sadness and anger . ) he does not deserve to be on my mind this much !

( feels ashamed , being told her own philosophy all because she can’t confront her emotions . ) i know . but my feelings aren’t for confronting now with an audience !!! we could do something , right ? hang out !

i don’t think it will . i just feel cared for but maybe that’s kind of messed up ? ( a shrug . ) either way , i’d like to spend my time with you — if you’d like that too .