my natural form

Omg omg omg fuck this

My hands feel dead, like who knew sitting at a desk could be so physically exhausting

I rly rly REALLY wanna finish this stupid chapter and submit by Friday. I want the weekend to like hibernate and maybe go shopping - just anything but work >:/

My bestie might work with meee, she just needs to get her cv stuff done and thennn~ it's like a really high chance she might!

Honestly it's weird though, like after I told her the news I kinda felt a bit ..apprehensive? Like maybe my own space is good, maybe I'm stunting an opportunity to be independent I'm not sure.. it was a strange fear that kicked in

But on the flip side I can see how i handle this, It's my job after all to remain individualistic. And I would've felt guilty af not telling her about the opportunity so.. this is good and I'm just overthinking

Gonna fucking strangle someone I'm like srsly pissed off

WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FRIGN LAZY PIECE OF SHIT

Just send ONE FUCKING EMAIL

You ruin everything

Fucking shithead

It's even worse that you're soooo fucking chill

Why should I have to care

"Screwed up"

I screwed up, I don't understand anything Hits different when someone actually says it and it's not just me to myself

If i had the option to explode i would

Everything that's something is actually nothing

Ughiess

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