im never fasting again wtf is this why am i gaining??????!????????!!!!

“you look healthier” okay i know what you are trying to say mam and what if i slit my throat right in front of you

doctor asked me why im losing weight that fast and why i cant do it “normally” like other people ok just say you have no idea how a ed works “i know that you know that its not healthy” i literally dont give a fuck

my sister is so thinspo i cannot do this

Me, going to bed a little hungry so I can lose weight:

THIS IS SOOO REAL

told my sis that i was fasting and now the whole family knows this is so unfair i want then to SEE how my body changes

got diagnosed with ednos by some random ass doctor??? im wating for my doctors report at the mental hospital for clarification… when they diagnose me with hypochondria im ending it

ily alll

bought some calories blocker hope they help like they did last time 😭

damn getting sent back to the mental hospital where i met my girlfriend. this is going to be so awkward when my girlfriend kisses me in front of the nurses

<3

74cals for the whole bag is crazy and they even taste good

binged on oreo covered in white chocolate yesterday and still lost 0,3kg

purged again after promising my gf not to 😣 i feel so awful

binged on oreos with milka philadelphia im sick

already fucked up september

binged so hard these past two days im NOT weighing myself for the next 2 weeks

“you say you’re serious this time but your plate looks the same” is the most triggering quote EVER for me