I can't believe I went live after a year and 20+ people showed up in 10 minutes. Immediately started a hype train and pulled me right out of the starting soon screen. I am so grateful. I'm looking forward to the next stream, which should be sooner than later

ever sit down in a bar next to a stranger to find out they used to live on the same street you did... 3000 miles away? that you and his best friend have 10 mutual friends? that you and him have a more similar path that most of the people you've ever met? my life is strange

this is wild.

Holy shit this is incredible

often i'm overwhelmed by emotions. when i contain my anger, my frustraitions, my hopeless feelings about exsistence as a human being... it also leads to me containing my happiness, my joy, my love, my ability to connect. finding a balance is difficult. i will get there.

it's amazing how people's tune can change when they can no longer gain anything from you. when you are at your lowest, remember who took the time & energy out of their lives to help you regain yours.

Fuck Linkin Park's remaining members for hiring a scientologist rape apologist to tarnish the legacy of Chester. Huge swing and a miss, just go see the cover band The Hybrid Theory. You won't be supporting cult members who stick up for rapists

You dream of the future. Until it becomes the now. And all you can think about it how you want to go back.

Stress has ruled my life for as long as I can remember. Some people thrive under pressure. I do not. I am exhausted from my endless rumination. So I've decided to quit stress and quit caring. None of this shit matters in the long run. I'm gonna enjoy the experience

I really feel like I'm going to be okay.

hey I'm gonna go live tonight if you wanna chill. I've got good vibes to share. I'm just getting food now but I'll probably be live in an hour.

hoping to get another stream in tomorrow. was pretty beat tonight but i think i'll be able to get out of work early enough to still have energy. thanks everyone who came hung out while my stream got more and more scuffed as it went. i'll fix the issues. ez

My stream crashed 6 times in the last 2 days. I ended up going through every scene and source and deleting as many filters and unused things as possible and it seems to have done the trick in testing. I'll try again tomorrow possibly

The quieter you become, the more you can hear.

We miss you pat

One thing about body dysmorphophobia that I'm finally realizing is that no matter how actually heavy I am, I see a fat person. I'm never satisfied. And then i put the clothing on I barely fit into. And they're huge. And now I know. It's all in my head. I'm okay.

IYKYK

yeah but what does Ja Rule think?

Terminally online people do not represent consensus reality.

if you don't think video games are art, you've missed the fucking point.