I don't care anything anymore, i will kill myself as soon as possible, this feeling doesn't leave me, it's killing me, it hurting me and i have no choice but to die, i have nowhere to go, i have nothing own my own, i have nothing left so it's just best to end it all

the most uncomfortable feeling is being somewhere you know you don't fit in

if we are to be submerged, let us be submerged.

going to work hoping i get run over by a car omw there

of all the bodies i could've been born into, why did it have to be this one? i would've preferred to be born in any other body. any other. i find beauty in every body, i swear... every body, except this one. why did i have to be born so wrong? what did i do to deserve this?

when the fit on ur mind is fire but ur not severely malnourished to wear it yet 😂

i've been flirting a lot with the ideia of ODing today.

i'm dressed as this song tonight. open.spotify.com/track/2t0DnOIE…

the worst part of the day is waking up and realizing who vou are

i hate binging nights as much as i hate purging days damn i just want to be normal

sundays are my suicide days. i don't know why they always seem so dismal: thunderstorms, cloud, snow and a slight drizzle whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed, sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head. open.spotify.com/track/4rfaoyaZ…

it filla my heart with joy to see my swiss boys on their prime. i love them so much. youtu.be/lHKeVgr6Hvo?si…

if i ever stop smoking, i'm most likely killing myself

i love fasting i feel so hollow and clean

"u ok?" "my life sucks rn that's why i don't feel like living to see the next days/weeks/months/years because the smooth running of things will depend on me, which means everything will continue to be shit but... yeah, i'm fine"

how i feel using no bandage at all